The Real Neat Blog Award


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Happy New Year folks!
I hope you’ve had the best (white) Christmas and New Year.

Thank you to Eilidh (Turning The Faucet On) for nominating me for this blog award.
Lets get right into it, shall we?

1. Which fictional character do you most relate to and why?

The first fictional character that comes into my head is Cath from the book Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell. It’s one of those light hearted, easy to read books but where the characters just stick with you and relate to you. Cath is a nervous wreck and likes to stay in the comfort of her bedroom reading and writing books. I feel like if I were to be a character I’m most like her. If it wasn’t for such lovely, welcoming people in halls I might have never become brave enough to leave my room.

2. What’s your favorite quote?

Are we talking poems? Or books? Because I have so many.. but one of my most recent favorites is from a book called Reasons To Stay Alive by Matt Haig (it’s amazing, if you haven’t already, you should definitely give it a read. Hint: it’s literally £4 on Amazon right now.. I bought it for £12)

“Wherever you are, at any moment, try and find something beautiful. A face, a line out of a poem, the clouds out of a window, some graffiti, a wind farm. Beauty cleans the mind.”

3. Do you prefer sweet or savory food?


(unless it’s meat.)

4. What’s your biggest aspiration in life?

When I read that, the first thing that popped into my head was to become a music therapist. Now, this could be because I’ve been slaving away writing my personal statement but it’s also true. I haven’t always wanted to be a music therapist but with a combination of illness in my family and visiting Rwanda in the Summer, it’s been something that’s on my heart. I’d love it. I’d just love it.

My biggest aspiration in life is to love and care for people. I have this big idea of setting up a music camp in Rwanda one year, and volunteering with human trafficking organisations, and writing songs, being a music therapist and travelling.

5. If you could change one thing about yourself, would you? What would you change?

If I could change something about myself I’d want to change the fact that I always worry what everybody thinks of me. I just want to be free to do what I please without having to fight against my brain, ya know?

6. Do you have a happy place? If so, where is it?

The thing that has given me the most joy in the world so far was teaching a boy on the orphan and vulnerable children s programme in Rwanda how to play the guitar. You have no idea how unbelievably proud I am of him. I just wanted to take him home, squeeze him so tightly and tell him how amazing and talented he is. I was there for 3 weeks, he came to me to get the guitar everyday so he could practice, he is a natural. I just couldn’t believe what I was seeing. He just picked it up straight away, he has such a gift. And sitting there teaching him, watching his face light up when he nailed a song, watching him walk around playing and singing his little heart out made me cry so many tears of joy.

But my happy place also contains candles, fairy lights, a mug of tea and a good book.

7. Do you have a book that’s like an old cosy blanket that you reread for comfort and familiarity? If so, what is it?

I don’t tend to reread books, I never have. I’m not entirely sure but I read books because I love that feeling of being in their world, getting immersed in the characters and the story line. If I reread a book, I feel like all the spark has gone. I know what’s going to happen and my mind finds it easier to dander off instead of staying focused on the book. If I find a book thats like an old cosy blanket that I reread for comfort, I’ll let you know.

Your Questions:

  1. What’s your ultimate favorite book?
  2. What’s your biggest fear?
  3. If you were to get a tattoo, what would it be?
  4. Do you play an instrument? Or which would you like to learn?
  5. Whats the most ambitious/adventurous thing you’ve done in your life so far?
  6. What’s your favorite band/artist?
  7. Where is your most favorite place in the world?


I can’t remember how many people I’m supposed to nominate but I’ll just nominate a few:





Think About It.


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Where do you find your worth?

Where do you think your identity lies?


Material possessions? Relationships? Addiction? Religion? Money?

Think about it.

If someone were to describe you, are you who you want to be? Are you happy with how you would be conceived, believed?

Material Possessions.

‘ Material things simply can not fill our aching void, rather they leave us wanting more.’

Meaningless Relationships.

‘ Refuse to be somebody’s sometimes.’ 

Broken Families. Broken Promises.

‘Maybe it’s not always about trying to fix something broken. Maybe it’s about starting over and creating something better.’

I know it all to well – the feeling of worthlessness. It’s one of the worst feelings you can feel in this world. You feel sick with hurt. You feel purposeless. You feel like nothing. You can’t stand up because the world is pushing you down to the ground.

How do you bring yourself back up? How?

Do you repeat what got you there in the first place? That’s the natural reaction, isn’t it? Because you think it might work this time. It doesn’t though.

Find your worth in something everlasting.

Find your worth. It’ll save your life.



” So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would open up , quite wonderfully if only you were interested in them. “
Sylvia Plath



Home Is Where The Heart Is.


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I can’t quite describe where I’ve been the past few days.

In a daze, a maze.

My mind has been pre occupied, simply, with life.

I’ve written something about it, but I don’t think I will share it publicly. I can’t, that’s all. So, instead, I’ll share a thought I put onto paper last week 🙂 :

“Home; the place where one lives permanently, especially as a member of a family or household.”

But, is it?

What if you don’t feel safe in your home? What if you don’t feel at home?


even if you do live there permanently, maybe it isn’t your home.

Maybe you feel at home in the forest you love, or in the library reading books, or at your friends house.

Personally, I think your home is where you feel at home.

Don’t you agree?

It’s a mystery.

Personally, my home isn’t where I was born or the 6 different places I moved around in one year. My home is here, in my college dorm. This is where I feel most at home, I think.

Home is where the heart is, surely.

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Where do you feel most at home?

Book Review: The Unbecoming Of Mara Dyer


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Hey guys, for today’s post I thought I’d review a book for you all. Recently, I’ve been reading the Mara Dyer series by Michelle Hodkin.

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The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer is the first book of three. I’ve read the first and second and I’m going to read the third once I’ve finished reading Asking For It (also a great book.) I know, I know, it would make more sense to wait until I’ve finished the third book but it’s so good that I literally can’t wait. I feel as though I have a fairly clear idea of the story and characters though because after all I’m more than half way through the series.

What is the story about?

The story line is absolutely brilliant. It’s about a girl, her best friend, her boyfriend and her boyfriends sister. One day they go into a building together to sign their their names on the wall. The building collapses. And Mara wakes up in hospital with no recollection of what happened. All she knows is that her friends and boyfriend couldn’t have survived it. Was it her fault? She and her family move away to a different city and Mara starts in a different school where she sees Noah. Noah has a reputation and not a good one. Somehow, they are drawn to each other. Noah and Mara’s grandmother both own the same necklace. How? Why? Loads of peculiar things start to happen and they try to figure it out as best as they can. Mara doesn’t know what’s real and what isn’t anymore. They’re searching and searching, trying to remember what happened that night, trying to figure out what makes them different to others and if they are the only ones feeling and acting like they are. It’s amazing!

Who is your favorite character? 

To be honest, I’m really not sure I have one. I know, I know.. boring answer. I feel like my favorites are meant to be the two main characters – Noah and Mara. I also love Mara’s brother but Noah and Mara are my favorite characters because you just get immersed in their personality it’s unreal. I absolutely love books but I need to read page turners other wise I get bored and stop. This book is a definite page turner. It keeps you guessing for the whole book, it has twists that you would never ever think of. You think the characters and going to do one thing, or the book is going to go this way or that and you think you’ve thought of every possibility. But you just haven’t! Trust me.

Noah – I wasn’t sure about him at the beginning. I don’t think we’re meant to be sure of him. The story seems like it’s going to be one of those bad boy/good girl things but it wasn’t because Noah changes. His reputation is being with a lot of girls and every girl being interested in him. However, when he meets Mara, that changes. Everybody thinks she’s just going to be with him for a short period until he gets bored but that’s not the case. Noah is quite hard to read at times and Mara notices that. He’s really calm most of the time and he really loves Mara. He goes to all lengths to protect her. He isn’t the same with Mara as you would expect him to be with his reputation. He respects her.

Mara – Mara spends a lot of time in the books being confused about whats going on because she doesn’t understand what’s going on which makes her so motivated to figure out whats going on. I love her though, she’s an incredible character and she is really intelligent.

I just love everything about these books! 

What is your favorite part of the book?

Well, my favorite part so far has been from the second book. The end of the second book. OH. MY. Honestly, you will never ever work it out… if you work it out, you’re an absolute genius. I thought a lot of things about the book but not in my wildest dreams would I have thought that what happened, happens. It’s so hard not telling you what happens but READ IT. Which leads me onto my next question:

Did this book make you laugh or cry?

I cried. I cried? what? If you’ve read my book tag post, you’ll know that I wrote there that I never cry at books and its true.. I’ve never cried at a book before until the end of the second in this series. I ran to my friends room who kindly let me borrow it having to calm myself down. Reading the last few pages, my heart was racing wondering what was going on.. and I had to go and speak to her about it because I was so confused and amazed by the author. It was incredible!

I think you get it now.. these are my favorite books. I don’t have one bad thing to say about them. I kind of wish I did so that I could have a balanced review.


5 stars. Of course.

Let me know if you read it! or if you’ve read it and hated it then also let me know aha!
What is your favorite book?
Much Love,


Do You Trust Yourself?


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For weeks and weeks. And weeks. I’ve been scared and stressed, filled with dread.

For what? You might ask.
I’m covered by a mask.

Sometimes I know.
Sometimes I don’t.

I walked into the exam room, not being able to concentrate on anything apart from how loud my heart was pounding. Maybe my tutor can hear it too. It’s. So. Loud. Freak. That’s me.

I could see the huge, intimidating mirror across the entire length of the room from the corner of my eye. The girl in the mirror stared back at me, her eyes were glazed with a clear blanket of water.


Collect yourself. It’s ok. It’s ok.

I don’t even understand why I feel nervous. Well actually, I do.

I don’t want to fail, I don’t want to fail myself or my tutor, I don’t want to make a fool out of my self, I want to do well. My obsessive practice has to be enough, doesn’t it? Maybe it wasn’t, maybe I don’t actually know what I’m doing, maybe I’m not good enough for this.

I turn away from the petrified girl in the mirror.


It’s hard, you know. Trying to go against every reaction your body wants you to have. It wanted me to panic. To fear. To run away. To give up.

My tutor looks at me, tells me he’s confident in me and knows I can do it.

He knows how nervous I can be. After all, I’ve had plenty of break downs in his midst. He knows it all to well.

You might think this is over reacting, but every time I need to do something that puts any sort of pressure on me, I freak out. I’m learning ways to help me cope with it though, I am trying.

This time, in particular, it was my vocal assessment singing six scales in different keys. Recorded. Kept forever. Judged. Looked back on. Graded.

It had been scaring me for weeks. Months probably. And it came.

I couldn’t fail. I just couldn’t.



I nailed it.

Deep down, I knew. I knew what I was doing. I just didn’t trust myself. It happens every single time. I hope one day, through God’s strength, I’ll believe in myself fully.

Don’t doubt yourself as much as I do. It’s not worth it.

You are more than capable. Trust yourself. Trust God.

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Much love,


My Favorite Quotes.


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Hello guys,
Today I wanted to share some of my favorite quotes with you. I’ve gotten myself into a little routine here on this blog, haven’t I? So far so good. I’ve been writing every day and every second day is a poem/lyrics post. I hope you’re enjoying reading because I love writing. Each day, I try to write something in my journal so that I have a poem to put on my blog and most days I don’t think I’m going to manage but I always do. Some how. I’ll doze off to sleep and be shaken by my mind racing with new ideas, or someone will say something that will spark creativity, or I’ll sit with my laptop in front of me and just think. Think. The thoughts are often there, there’s so much to write about in life that it’s just getting them down on paper that’s the trickier part. But it’s also the most amazing part. Writing, I mean. Getting things out of your mind and constructing them onto paper in front of you. Trust me, it really helps. Even if you don’t understand a situation, writing helps to make some sort of sense out of a situation. Try it.

Anyway, I love quotes. And thank you to Eilidh (Turning The Faucet On) for suggesting I also do this. You should definitely check out her blog by the way. She writes incredible short stories and inspired me to carry on my blog. I’m not sure I’ll be as good as her at explaining my reasoning behind why I love and picked these particular quotes to hang on my pin board in my room but never the less, I shall try my best.


I’m in a bit of a rambling mood today. I could literally just stop the post here and it would be enough writing for a blog post on its own.

Why am I still blabbering? Ah, Sorry. Quotes. Yes.

  1. “The secret of happiness is freedom, and the secret of freedom is courage.”
    Courage. What a concept. If we have courage we are more free and that’s what I love about this quote. Before the summer, I didn’t branch out at all. I had my little box and stayed in it. Every time I stuck even a hand outside of this box, I’d freak my self out and scurry back inside, you know what I mean, right? But then, I went to Africa. Africa. An adventure. Behind all of my nervousness, I’m definitely an adventurer. definitely. And this quote just encouraged me to have courage, to step out and be free in what I want to do and accomplish in life.
  2. “Don’t die with your song still inside of you.”
    While setting up for an event I was holding to raise money for going to Rwanda, I was looking for quotes to write out cutely and put on tables for people to take home and I came across this one. It kind of just, stuck. Isn’t it beautiful? It just tells us to keep going, keep going even when we feel like we might fail. It tells us not to let ourselves fade away but to keep singing and keep going. Especially since I study music, I like this. Although, I don’t take it literally. I mean, I don’t think it means that I’m not allowed to die until I’ve sung my favorite song. That’s just my opinion though.
  3. “Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success.”
    I just think this is so so important. In this day and age we focus so much on success. What is success? Well, to this world, it’s money. Fame. Family. Fortune. All of these things. I just think we have to be careful not to get happiness and success mixed up. The African kids were the most enthusiastic people I had met and they had nothing but Jesus. They’re stories were painful to hear but they were happy. That says something. There’s a difference people.
  4. “Let us aim for harmony and build each other up.”
    I just love this as a reminder to be kind, to encourage and love people because after all, we’re all in the same boat. You know, doing life together. It’s important to make sure people feel encouraged and valued, it really really is 🙂
  5. “Is life a problem to be solved or an adventure to be lived?”
    This question really hits home for me. I mean, we all know the answer that the questions wants us to give. It wants us to say “Life is an adventure to be lived” but I know for me I often treat life as a problem. Another problem after another and another problem. Its hard to notice the things that are going well when your mind automatically focuses on the problems. Ya feel? I just think life is meant to be an adventure and we need to live it.. really live it.
  6. “Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.”
    In other words, don’t let just anyone there. Your heart is where you love and love is one of the ( if not the ) most important thing in life. Guard it. It’s precious.
  7. “… be confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”
    This one helps me in times when I feel helpless, not good enough, unworthy. It gives me hope.
  8. “It’s easy to set up camp and call it home. But that stops the flow of the journey.” 
    Man, I just love this to pieces. It’s brilliant. Interpret it however you like but it’s so true.
  9. “To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken.”
    This kind of links with one of the previous quotes. I just like the truth of it. Love is such a strong feeling. It can be the best and worst thing all at the same time and that’s what makes it so beautiful.
  10. “The pain is now part of the happiness.”
    This one helps me not to focus on pain but to use any pain I’ve felt to know what happiness is, to help other people, to use it positively and not to be drowned by the negative side of it. It’s hard to describe.
  11. “Hold onto the good.”
    So simple. Yet so true.
  12. “One day at a time.” 
    Refer to (I Got a Tattoo) blog post for explanations 🙂
  13. ” One must be careful of books, and what is inside them, for words have to power to change us.”
    I love this because books do have the power to change us. We can be so influenced by others around us and what they have to say that it can change our thought processes and the way we look at particular situations. Books are incredible. This is also why I write, to be changed and to bring change.

Sorry, I ended on an annoying number. I can just hear you say, “Lisa. Why. Why didn’t you just stop at 10? Or carry on until 15 or 20? Preferably 20.” Sorry, my bad. I do have loads and loads of other quotes that I love but those are just some of them that are on my pin board at the moment.

Please, if you have a blog and love quotes too, comment and tell me your blog name and you should also write about your favorite quotes 🙂


Have a good day (or night!) where ever you are in the world.
Much love,


My Weakness.


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I want to be your weakness.

Will you be vulnerable with me, let me see.
It’s ok, you can let me in.

You’re my weakness.

In the best way.

I’d do just about anything for you to lace your fingers in mine,
trace imaginary lines on my skin and whisper to me
that we’ll manage some how.

Are you being oblivious?

Or is it true? You don’t want me and you?

You speak about the places you’ve been, the things you’ve seen, your family, your friends. I could listen to you until the world ends.

The sound of your voice is a comfort to be in.

I want to learn everything.

Will you let me in?

Or is it true?

You don’t want me and you

do you?


My Tattoo Experience.


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Hey guys,

A few posts ago I told you that I got my tattoo and I also shared the reasons why I got that particular one. For today’s post, I thought I’d give you an inside sneak peak of the entire day. If you’re planning on getting a tattoo, you might be interested to hear what happens at the appointment. I know for me, I get really nervous when I don’t know exactly whats happening. So I hope I can help 🙂

So, a few days ago my friend and I set off on our adventure to the tattoo artist. However, the first steps are to make sure you research all of the tattoo places near you and make sure they aren’t dodgy before you make a decision. Just remember, it’s better to pay a little bit more and be safe with a pristine tattoo than go cheaper and it ends up being awful, ya feel me? I mean, its going to be on your skin forever so make sure you do it right 🙂 My friend Eilidh ( Turning The Faucet On ) had researched a place because she’s also planning on getting her tattoo in a few weeks so I trusted her judgement and went to the same place. When I arrived, they spoke to me straight away. They were really lovely. First of all, I filled in a consent form. This basically includes a medical history and then your signature obviously to make sure you are 18 ( or 16 if accompanied by an adult) and are agreeing to a random person putting permanent ink on your body. That probably just takes a few minutes. I always get really worried filling them in. I re think my whole life…

“Do I have a heart condition?”
“Am I prone to fainting?”
“Do I have hepatitis?”

All of this goes through my mind and I checked with Eilidh (even though she isn’t my mother so I don’t know why I thought she’d be any more knowledgeable than me :’D) But I always need a second brain for these things either way aha!

After I filled in the form and gave the lady my ID to check, the tattoo artist and I decided on font. He already had a picture of the words I wanted and he knew I wanted them on my wrist but the discussion isn’t over there. Size, placement and font needed to be discussed. Be prepared to be open minded as well, listen to their advice because they know what they’re talking about. For example, I was planning on having ‘one day at a time’ in one line on my wrist. Can you imagine how small that would’ve been? And he explained that in a few years the letters would be so small that they could join slightly. None. Of. That. So after deciding on a font, I consulted with Eilidh about the position of the tattoo because my mind often goes hazy when I need to make decisions in social settings. It’s great. Especially when its a tattoo that will be on me forever :’) I’m so glad she was there because I talked to her about it and decided that having ‘one day’ and then just below it ‘at a time’ would be best. And low and behold, I love it even more than what it would have looked like if it was just in one line. Now the writing is bigger and lovelier. So, just be prepared to be open minded and slightly alter the way you might have had it in your mind.

The next step is the waiting game. My tattooist took maybe 5/10 to prepare everything and make sure everything was set up for me, etc. Then I sat in a chair with an arm rest at the side and a light above. I felt like I was in a dentist. Except it wasn’t so don’t worry. He cleaned my wrist with disinfectant and shaved around where the tattoo would be placed. I didn’t even think about this but it makes sense because hair can’t get in the way. It was strange having some of my arm hair shaved off though I must say. After all of the cleaning and preparing, he drew three dots with an orange pen marking where the tattoo would be and took the photocopy of the tattoo with ink on it and printed it onto my skin and let me check if everything was ok with the placement, etc. He asked if I wanted to look in the mirror just to make sure but I was just like, “Nope, just go for it.” :’D

And then he took the tattoo gun and started with a little bit before asking me how it felt. It is sore, I mean its a needle being dragged through your skin but because he just does it little by little, the pain comes and goes. It really isn’t that bad. Totally bearable. You also get used to the pain as well. Even though I got used to it with every passing moment, a shiver still went through my body from my head to my stomach every time he put the needle in aha!

And then it was done.

It probably took about fifteen minutes for the actual tattoo. It passed really quickly. Once it was over he wiped any excess ink, then he wrapped it with cling film and microporous tape. Joe ( the tattooist ) talked to Eilidh and I for a little while afterward and told Eilidh that it feels like a butterfly kissing you with really sharp teeth :’) He was pretty funny.  He told me all of the after care stuff and then gave me a sheet to take away with me.


After I left, I felt on top of the world. As I said in previous posts, the adrenaline is insane. I felt on top of the world and like I could do anything. it’s great.

Anyway, after care.

You will need to buy cling film, microporous tape, antibacterial non scented soap and a plain moisturiser. On the first day, I cleaned it every 3/4 hours and also changed the cover. Keep it covered for the first few nights! The ink might go onto your clothes other wise. I woke up this morning and I had it covered but when I woke up it was all smudged… or I thought it was. I panicked and jumped out of bed to clean it. After I cleaned it, it was back to normal. I messaged the tattoo place and they said that its totally normal for it to do that! And that its just the excess ink. They said it might do that for the first few nights, so keep it covered. In short:

  1. Keep it covered for the first day (or I did.) and change the cover every 3/4 hours.
  2. After every change, clean it with warm water and a little bit of soap, then pat it dry (don’t rub or itch it!) and put a fresh cover on it.
  3. Keep it covered for the first 3 nights or so depending on how long it takes for any excess ink to come of. You probably only need it for 1 or 2 nights but it depends.
  4. For the first few days, you can keep it uncovered at home but if you go somewhere where it might get infected then it’s probably best to cover it. However, I only covered it for the first day and now I just covered it at night.
  5. Keep cleaning it a few times a day for the first few days.FullSizeRenderIMG_5647 (1) (Isn’t this such an Instagram worthy photo though? am i right?And there we have it!
    I tag Eilidh ( Turning The Faucet On ) to share her tattoo experience once she gets hers done in a few weeks! 🙂
    Much love,


Obsessive Questions.


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I wish I had eyes on the back of my head, to feel unread.

I tense every time I walk in front of someone and they’re laughing with their friends.
I wonder what they’ve said.

“Are they laughing at me?”
“Can they see?”
“Do I look out of place and in a state?”

Of course. I’m out of place.

Why am here.

Let me disappear.

I can feel the hairs prick up on my neck.
I can hear my heart racing to the sound of my pacing.

“Are they staring at me?”
“What are they thinking?”

I hope I don’t see them again.
I’ll probably see them in ten.

They hate the way I look.

My eyes fill with tears needing to get out of here.
What if I have a panic attack and see me thinking I’m dying.

Wait, I recognise the voice. My friend?

She’d never want me to shed a tear.

Its my mind, my social anxiety that imprisons me in my fear.

Oh. Dear.


I Got A Tattoo?


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Why hello there,
Yesterday I got a tattoo! And I really wanted to share it with you.
I’ve wanted a tattoo for many years and I’ve known what I wanted but I’ve been reluctant because 1) I wasn’t 18 (So.. obvious reason) and 2) it’s quite expensive. However, while being at college I saved up a little bit and yesterday I just went for it, because, why not? I know I’ll be in love with it for ever because its a simple quote that helps me in general day to day life. It’s not like a got a huge lion on my leg – that, I personally might not have been quite so fond of in 30 years. ( Unless it was Alsan.. Anyway moving on..)

I got ‘one day at a time’ tattooed on my right wrist.

There are a few reasons why I chose this particular quote.

  1. Inspirational quotes are just my thing. I love them. I write meaningful things and hang them on my wall and it’s nice to look at. However, ‘one day at a time’ made it onto my skin because its the one that stands out for me and the one I want to wake up and read every day and everywhere I go.
  2. I’m constantly stressed. I feel like it’s just the way life is going to go for me. I worry a lot and it’s because I care a lot about a lot of things. My stress is often (more often than not..) unnecessary but I find it difficult to realise that a heck of a lot of the time. The words on my arm just remind me to breathe, to take my time and to not look so far a head that I can’t see clearly anymore. It reminds me, literally, to take one day at a time because I can often take a thousand days at a time and you can imagine how stressful that is in my mind. It isn’t healthy and I love that every day I can be reminded to take life day by day.
  3. On a more serious note, the tattoo on my wrist is also a recovery thing. As well as stress and anxiety, I struggled with self harm for a number of years. The tattoo is so that when I feel triggered, I can look at my wrist and take a second to re think what my mind is telling me to do. So that on the more difficult days, I can be reminded to get through each day, one by one, without acting on my impulses. And so that I can be proud of myself.

    Oh and it’s on my right wrist simply because I’m right handed so I do everything with that hand in case you didn’t already guess. Pain wise, it feels like exactly what it is – someone dragging a needle in your skin. There’s no other way to put it. The pain is totally bearable.. I mean, I cry at getting my eye brows done and I didn’t cry at this. If you’re wondering whether to get a tattoo but are worried about the pain, just know that it is a bit sore but if you want the tattoo enough it doesn’t even matter and its totally worth it let me tell you! Go for it! ( I might write another blog post about my whole experience/aftercare/etc if you’re interested?)So, there we have it. I hope you’re all dying to see this tattoo because I’m dying show it to you!

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P.s the adrenalin after getting a tattoo is insane. I felt so on top of the world :’D

ALSO, I got these funky cat shorts today… I mean I’m now officially utterly skint but £5 these were in the H&M sale. I couldn’t not get them… like really.. I mean look at them. LOOK AT THEM!

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Aren’t they just the best invention in all of history?! I think so.

:’) Much love,

Lisa xo